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herbal_dog) wrote2010-07-24 04:36 pm
herbal_dog) wrote2010-07-24 04:36 pm
#5 First Short Haircut
I figured I would start out androgynous. Why? Because this is the first time since my hair grew out as a tiny little toddler that my hair has been shorter than my my shoulderblades. Not shoulders- shoulderblades. My ponytail was thirteen inches long (donated it). But I won't bore you; have some pics. Keep in mind, this cut is VERY versatile. I'm only fauxhawking it for now. I probably won't get an indisputably "male" haircut until I come out to my parents.
I'd like to mention that I've wanted my hair short for a while, but let me put this plainly: I never thought it was a big deal. All my life I've seen myself as so ugly. I always hated my face, my hair, my eyes, everything. But now, I see something there. Something awesome. Like I have the potential to be a good-looking dude. This haircut is seriously one of the greatest things to ever happen to my self-esteem. I can't remember ever being so happy with my appearance. It's really made me realize that I need to stop harshing my own mellow. I'm still fat, but this has made me really feel energized about getting into shape, because I'm not just plain ugly.
I'd like to mention that I've wanted my hair short for a while, but let me put this plainly: I never thought it was a big deal. All my life I've seen myself as so ugly. I always hated my face, my hair, my eyes, everything. But now, I see something there. Something awesome. Like I have the potential to be a good-looking dude. This haircut is seriously one of the greatest things to ever happen to my self-esteem. I can't remember ever being so happy with my appearance. It's really made me realize that I need to stop harshing my own mellow. I'm still fat, but this has made me really feel energized about getting into shape, because I'm not just plain ugly.